I said to her “Please leave me”

I said to her “Please leave me”
Not long ago, I said ”Please believe me
You are the one and only love of my life
Please Oh fairy, be my wife”
She said, “Yes, I will marry you.
To the land of dreams I will carry you.
Yes, oh my beloved, I will be your wife.
Without you, I also can’t imagine my life.”
We fell in love and life became rosier.
More than the whole world her arms were cosier.
We were deeper and deeper in love every passing moment.
Then I did certain things which I had to later repent.
On moonlit nights, I sealed her lips with a kiss.
And promised, “With me your life will be pure bliss.”
She just casted a glance of those beautiful eyes.
“I trust you” she said. “You are my Mr. Nice.”
Then out of nowhere came fierce storms.
All our peace was shattered and life was full of thorns.
The winds seemed to blow us apart and I was scared.
The relationship continued because she was the one who cared.
“We don’t have to lose because we will have a good time.
We have loved each other and to love is not a crime.”
I lacked courage, but, I had faith and hope
I found life tough and pressure too much to cope.
She kept saying that there is day after night.
She kept away my darkness and she shone so bright.
“We have to win and this is life’s ultimate test.
Don’t worry my love, put your head on my lap and rest.”
She caressed my hair and massaged my feet.
“Success is going to be ours and lets chase away defeat.”
I don’t know what to say or what to feel.
I just want to worship you and before you I kneel.
Yes, my fair lady, you are the reason of my existence.
As long as you are by my side, I have resistance.
I said to you, “Please leave me”.
But I meant, “Please never leave me.”
I want your happiness and well being, that’s true.
But, another truth is that I sincerely love you.
I have no luxuries, no money but only pride.
But I just want you to be my bride.
I promise you nothing and all the past promises have proved fake.
But, without you Shona, I will melt like a snowflake.
There is no one to support me and I feel so lonely.
I have one reason to live and you are the one and the only.
I know I have hurt you a lot and made you cry.
With true love I can be good please give me one more try.
I said to you Shona, “Please leave me.”
I mean the opposite, “Please believe me.

Thanks,
Sonika

I’LL WAIT FOREVER

For how long my dear,

Will you be far-gone?

If forever, I then fear,

I’ll be lonely, all along.



Without you, there’s no me,

Alone myself, I can never be,

Each night and day all along,

The dreams of you prolong.



Begins a day, each and every,

With thy name on my lips,

At night in bed, unlonely I be,

As your vision gives a goodnight kiss.



Though the day, all along,

You live in my mind, always, amiss,

If nothing to do, I think of you.

That gives me a little happy bliss.



Your memories are afresh,

And will always remain to be,

No matter how old I grow,

And even if you don’t come to me.



Ill live my life, thinking about you,

Every moment, this thing I do,

Just your name ill say, and run over,

A sweet, old, memory, one or two.



I have enough memories,

To last for a lifetime,

In the next life though, sweetheart,

Nothing will ever draw us apart.



Because nothing lasts for ever,

Even this distance, and your departure,

That’s my hope and this thought I nurture,

You’ll arrive one day, because, ill wait forever

I love you......

I love the way you make me laugh, the way you make me smile;
The way you hold me close to you, and kiss me for a while.
I love you the way you support me, even if you disagree,
You never turn your back on me, you're always there for me.
I love the way you look at me, it makes my knees go weak,
The love and the glow in your eyes, makes it hard for me to speak.
I love the way you love how I am, how I shouldn't loose a pound,
I'm so lucky to have you, you're the best guy around.
I love the way we can sit around, and not say a thing,
We have a special bond, who knows what the future will bring.
I love the way you cheer me up, especially when I'm sad,
And even when we get in fights, we never stay mad.
I love the way you love me, and the love that we share,
I know this love is true, and nothing could ever compare.
I love the way we love each other, and the time we spend together,
I never want to lose you, I will love you forever.